It's been to long but I'm back and writing again. I have more inspirations... so I've enjoyed writing so much more lately. Actually, I've enjoyed life so much more lately. It's scary that everything is actually falling into place..

My car comes in Saturday or Sunday. A 88 Mazda R-X 7 that just needs new plugs which is being taken care of now. I will FINALLY be able to drive myself around.. Final-fucking-ly. I've hated bumming rides with such a passion.. but now I will finally be able to drive myself. It's weird to think about so I'm hoping all of this works out.

Another thing.. yeah I have a job. But HOLY SHIT ! It sucks SO much. I don't want to go into detail because then it's just going to piss me off.. and then I'll quit sooner. Bleh, bills... so I can't just yet. I need a new job SO badly... at least I'm getting paid. Hopefully.. theres another job I might be getting at the end of the month. I'm hoping so anyways... I hope that all of that works out.

Also... Instead of going off to be alone like I had planned, I'm hooked up once more. I know I always say maybe this one is better, but so far... she's been great. Instead of having to assume she cares about me or something along those lines, she proves it to me everyday. Not only that, we have so many of the same interests including games and what not that I know we won't revolve around sex or something like that like a lot of my passed relationships. Lately we've been watching Wolf's Rain.. yeah I girl a can watch Anime with. She also draws which is a HUGE plus and makes her even more special to me. Like I said.. everything's been going so smoothly, with only a few small ripples, that it's all scaring me.

Enough rambling. I needed an update !