I watch through the glass,
As I never thought to ask,
There you are sitting alone,
Deep inside your head.
Alone inside a forgotten world,
As I never thought to ask,
A pile of powder white napkins,
Folded into neat paper notes.
Did anyone bother to say forever,
An eternity inside decaying boxes,
I watch through the glass,
It's you sitting inside your head.
Enclosed a pile of powder white,
Napkins folded into neat cryptic notes,
Alone inside a forgotten world,
Did anyone bother to say forever.
I watch through the glass,
Blood seeping through,
There you are sitting alone,
Deep inside your head.
Did anyone bother to say foreve
Without any eyes,
I watch her see,
If I call her name,
Would she know my shame.
The guilty see with bias sight,
A piercing gaze of mistrust,
Questions in question floating,
Meaningless thoughts without anwser.
Life deals hands of jokers,
Mocking echoes stalk us all,
Taking us by the hand leading,
Down shifting halls of circles.
If I speak in whispering silence,
Following skeletons of my closet,
Would I make the same mistakes,
Or follow echoes down shifting halls;
Of Circles.
Lies burn deep within,
Stalking decay of Ghosts,
Damned by self Sin.
Punishment of Fate,
Blamed by past Mistakes,
Is change possible.
Life now ruined,
Tainted by complacent Sin,
I'll take the weight.
Let upon my soul,
Give her the deserving Life,
Take away her Sin.
I'll bare her Burden,
Lift all of her Torments,
PLace within my Self.
Hey Mister Laughing Man,
Why are you still smiling,
Everyone has gone away,
Scared by that stupid grin.
Always with your face painted,
What are you trying to hide?
Trace your future mistakes,
Life is your masquerade.
Now squeeze that big red rose,
The show is about to start,
Show the world your true self,
Give us a few laughs.
Hey Mister Laughing Man,
Why are you still smiling,
Everyone is dead now,
Scarred by that stupid grin.
The show is about to end,
You have changed the world,
With the sound of a bullet,
Life is your masquerade!
A word of 'forever',
a concept of countless,
meanings.
If anything lasted forever,
would you get bored after a while?
A simple metaphor of wishes,
a hope most strive for,
but a term that ends itself,
with an 'R'.
Fleeting.
Do you soon forget,
you said 'forever'?
Did the meaning of eterinity,
never click in?
How can you forget,
such wonderous words,
whispered into my ear?
A joyous thought,
of 'forever.'
Did it all get old?
Was love suppose to be entertaining?
Something to do,
a commercial between lies?
Love..
..Forever
I cling to the thought,
a desperate clutch of happiness,
Love is forever.
But is it the last dream
Te Amo,
This thing I think,
They call love.
Under her hand,
If possible I'd purr.
When I think of her,
Te Amo never seems enough.
I could leave a trail,
As Hansel and Gretel have lain,
Bread crumbs of large proportions,
And I'd still be lost,
At the sound of her voice.
A melody so sweet,
A sound to flowers bloom,
Even a gate before spring.
All time waits at the part of her lips,
Never to miss a single breath,
Escape such tender petals.
When I think of her,
Te Amo never seems enough.
Te Amo,
This thing I think,
They call love.
Not a minute passed,
That I could not grasp,
She's wandered my mind,
From waking seconds,
Once a upon a Time,
I achieved the Power,
a gift to create a World,
to call my Own.
With only two Hands,
Amazing I know,
I created Grace.
I figured fame,
would be a fabulous,
World.
[ There wasn't a child born,
that didn't cheer my name.
If I died the lands would morn,
empowered to wars tame.]
:An ill-fated wish made in vain,
blinded even before the start.:
Yes-men stalk the alleys,
I had everything to want,
Now wheres the fun in that?
Once a upon a Time,
I achieved the Power,
a gift to create a World,
to call my Own.
With only two Hands,
Amazing I k
Blood trickled as I wept,
untold truths and scarring hands.
Each lie digging at my early grave,
every haunting story carving at cautious ties.
With chilling tale sawing what I hold true
I cry when I look at you.
Using that Karma long over do,
I pay in unseen casulties.
Each second passes to my end,
bodies pileing in the closet's past.
I can only dig it deeper as I hide from ghosts,
I sleep until death in sobbering crys.
Knocking echoed from the door,
I stopped puzzled and surprised,
dropping my hand with a clatter to the floor.
Voices of someones, I only despised.
Red lines streaked the walls,
trapped inside... they wanted me.
Hidden I was, to hear their calls,
I was to far away for them to see...
It hurt to much to keep the silence,
when I looked for you, you were never there.
Finnally snapping, turned to violence,
And now it's to late to bare...
Trembling to my knees,
fingers slipping into the pool beneath,
I know I slipped toward the firey seas...
Closing eyes, I clenched my teeth.
Will you weep for me?
If I was down and gone...
Could y
Something more beautiful than the sky,
moving and breathing across my path.
An entrancing gaze confused of craft,
something so true you'd think a lie.
Something so beautiful I could be dead,
treading across a river of failures an angel to save.
A being with unnatural power to be said,
and all my secrets were soon to cave.
One perfect beauty approaching me,
a tremble of thoughts and shiver of skin.
Eyes must be carring lies of what I see,
unworth hues watching, this must be Sin.
Could such a beauty be unknown,
an angelic figure to humble to see,
words of mine, love and perfection shown.
To devote my everything is my new decree.
Do you see me amongst the crowd,
Or do I shine like frogs in bogs.
Could you pick me from a lot,
and not turn away from my searching eyes.
When I think I've found you,
there's always something more to do,
to steal such a heart,
I shine for you.
You think me nice and kind,
but you don't see what I've done.
Hurting in malice I found sick pleasure,
but still you think me so much more.
I'm trapped somewhere but I still hear,
gathering people still unknown to me.
Blending with unseen eyes,
I know where I am.
Do you?
Could a love be grown,
in such distant souls,
hearts so close,
physical need could be held off.
A man so evil,
to find his better half.
Only a person of great propotions,
can change the maliced soul.
He could be seen fearless to some,
ruthless above all,
find someone so perfect,
to scare him beyond measures.
Words not dared to be spoken,
the distressed led in both directions.
Spoken softly and truely,
their bonds were broken with many "I Love you"'s
A puzzle broken in depression,
touched and fixed with hands of perfection.
Inspiration found in darkness,
dwelled high in the purest of loves.
Gazing up into stary orbs above,
I made an atempt to count among them,
each and every reason,
why I love you so.
What soon came to knowledge in my endeavor,
that there wasn't nearly enough,
to add up and make you.
I'll never know, but neither shall you.
True love I believe,
can wait a life time.
As long as I have you,
one way or another...
Many of men better than I,
compete for your love,
if to your knowing or not,
but I won't give up without a fight.
Do you know how much I truly care?
As bad as I can be you've always been there.
Why I do not know or want to jinx,
but it doesn't change that I love you so.
Through crushing falls pinned by mistakes,
Emotions blurring thoughts once clear.
Withou original unbiased views,
rapids tear at over emotional ways.
Currents so strong,
Wisping me away.
Pinned between rocks,
I could pull to safety.
Fate's choice being dragged in known depths.
A furry of panic was my demis.
Strong enough to save myself,
multiple chances to fix problems lost.
Instead of learning when I fell in,
Now I fight to prolong the last breath.
As hopeless as it seems now,
I won't let it break me !
Sweet notes drifting through halls,
a place once dark that could be feared.
Bodies piled high tumbles and falls,
with a smile it all faded away.
Ghosts gone now I live,
what a light I cannot see.
Only one image shines through such forces,
Something to live for.
Something to die for.
Cautious ears waiting for blood curdling cries,
breaking a traquil existance I survive in now.
Replaced, now I see,
the melody played by thee.
Living in darkness now I see,
in your hands the exact key.
Such a horrible angel,
to create in me...
Happiness.
Touch me....
Hold me....
...Feel me....
...Love me....
Desires of the world,
Of me.
Of you.
I push back,
to be buried deeper.
But I accept it,
a gift from you.
You tell me change,
give to me clay.
A sculpter of heavens,
brought down to desolate grounds.
Isolated it works my task.
I was out to change,
to destroy a monster.
An inner being striving to be more,
a creature of hatred.
Tearing it all from me.
'O mighty Sculpter,
you strive so endlessly.
Now the monster looms about,
akwakened once more.
I need the sword,
smithed and readied.
Just in my grasp,
the demon's spread.
Taking more groun
A word of 'forever',
a concept of countless,
meanings.
If anything lasted forever,
would you get bored after a while?
A simple metaphor of wishes,
a hope most strive for,
but a term that ends itself,
with an 'R'.
Fleeting.
Do you soon forget,
you said 'forever'?
Did the meaning of eterinity,
never click in?
How can you forget,
such wonderous words,
whispered into my ear?
A joyous thought,
of 'forever.'
Did it all get old?
Was love suppose to be entertaining?
Something to do,
a commercial between lies?
Love..
..Forever
I cling to the thought,
a desperate clutch of happiness,
Love is forever.
But is it the last dream
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It's been to long but I'm back and writing again. I have more inspirations... so I've enjoyed writing so much more lately. Actually, I've enjoyed life so much more lately. It's scary that everything is actually falling into place..
My car comes in Saturday or Sunday. A 88 Mazda R-X 7 that just needs new plugs which is being taken care of now. I will FINALLY be able to drive myself around.. Final-fucking-ly. I've hated bumming rides with such a passion.. but now I will finally be able to drive myself. It's weird to think about so I'm hoping all of this works out.
Another thing.. yeah I have a job. But HOLY SHIT ! It sucks SO much. I don't wa
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